Thursday, February 09, 2006
shivers
Its already 5pm.
My heart hurts. BAD.
The hours seem to be passing by like how the rain wets the whole pavement.
Hours seem like seconds now.
El Beso Del Final.
Dirty dancing 2. Oooh sexy. Let sweat drip all over your body. Let his hands run down your spine. Let him caress you like tomorrow the end of time.
What if i do badly?
What if i dont get my course?
What if im the worst one?
What if everyone else does well except me.
What if i screw up big time?
What if...?
& then... reality. its hard to face it.
mum. dad. friends.
if i dont tell you what i get, dont blame me.
if you cant find me anywhere, then dont.
im probably half-way running.
not wanting to accept the fact.
Seeing seniors get results last year was tense enough.
I know i'll start crying even before the results are out.
I'm crying as i think about it. It's such a nightmare.
I pissed you off, unknowingly, and definitely you showed your anger. It was just a few words. Jokingly. & now i feel weird talking to you. Its so uncomfortable. Maybe its just me, but perhaps its true.
you aint gonna be there at 3 in the morning.
will you treat me better if i send you a ransom letter?
My heart hurts. BAD.
The hours seem to be passing by like how the rain wets the whole pavement.
Hours seem like seconds now.
El Beso Del Final.
Dirty dancing 2. Oooh sexy. Let sweat drip all over your body. Let his hands run down your spine. Let him caress you like tomorrow the end of time.
What if i do badly?
What if i dont get my course?
What if im the worst one?
What if everyone else does well except me.
What if i screw up big time?
What if...?
& then... reality. its hard to face it.
mum. dad. friends.
if i dont tell you what i get, dont blame me.
if you cant find me anywhere, then dont.
im probably half-way running.
not wanting to accept the fact.
Seeing seniors get results last year was tense enough.
I know i'll start crying even before the results are out.
I'm crying as i think about it. It's such a nightmare.
I pissed you off, unknowingly, and definitely you showed your anger. It was just a few words. Jokingly. & now i feel weird talking to you. Its so uncomfortable. Maybe its just me, but perhaps its true.
you aint gonna be there at 3 in the morning.
will you treat me better if i send you a ransom letter?